In doing my best to truly live these three resolutions each day, I feel very much on the path to becoming the best version of myself, something I have longed to be for a while.
Today I'm revisiting my "Dream Big" goal. I've noticed in life, that I am the most fulfilled when I step off of the beaten path, take risks and really go for it. That is "me". Playing it safe, hedging my bets, and maintaining the status quo have never been things that keep me happy or make me feel alive. Sometimes, I fall flat on my ass. More often, I think, "Why didn't I go for it sooner?" One of my favorite quotes is, "I find that the harder I work, the luckier I get." I know myself. I work hard at whatever I set my mind to and am passionate about.
|you may know what i'm about to tell you if you happened to read this article in Freeplay Magazine|
The other part (becoming a true professional triathlete) was even more of a big dream, one that involves a lot of potential risk. I spent 8 years of higher education (4 years undergrad + 4 years of grad school) to become a School Psychologist. I love my job. I've invested a lot in my work, my school, and my school community. I love the people I work with. But, I have a dream right now that can't be fulfilled while giving 75% (okay, maybe 60%) of my energy to my school psychology position.
Back in March, I went "all in" and wrote to the Board of Directors of my school district, talked with my bosses, and formally requested a 1 to 2 year Leave of Absence. A Leave of Absence means that my position in the district is guaranteed to me upon my return, but until then- I'm on my own- so no, I don't get paid by them to not work. In April, I got news that my request was granted and what meant even more was to have the encouragement and support of my Principal and co-workers... Following your dream to be a professional athlete and race around the world for a year or 2? Not something you can put a price on. The district worked on hiring a new "me" to fill my position, and on June 20th 2013, I closed the door to my office for at least a 15 months.
So yeah, operation Dream Big in full effect.
As for Finding Peace and Giving Love- both are falling into place....I'm realizing something with goals...you need to find ones that have true real meaning for you, and then breathe them every day. In and out, day after day, making a commitment to staying true to them (write them, think them, be them).. And then, if you're "lucky" (remember how we get "lucky"), you may be closer to those goals than you ever imagined.
P.s. I wasn't able to take any more new athletes through rêve endurance the past couple months because of my crazy training/work/coaching schedule, but now I'm excited to open up 4 more spots for athletes interested in individualized triathlon (or running) coaching as I'm a bit more free these days. Check out www.reveendurance.com or contact me at bethgerdes1@gmaildotcom if you have any questions or are interested in your own big dreams. the french verb rêver, does mean "to dream" after all.